I have two personalities

I have two personalities Roger the bisexual submissive bottom and Cindy the cross-dressing slut. I have only been bisexual for 15 years. I became bisexual when I met a married couple. While I was giving her oral, the hubby gave me oral. This was a surprise I like feeling a man sucking my cock.

I decided that receiving oral by other men was not so bad. I still believed that I was straight sexually. I would use the Internet to seek and meet men who only wanted to give oral to married men and expected me not to suck him in return. It was easy to find men online who would give me a good blowjob to completion. Some of these cocksucker’s swallow. There is something receiving head from a man that makes it so much better than for a wife, girlfriend or whore. Maybe it is because a man knows where to kiss, lick, and to place his mouth.

Now, many years later, I am the cocksucker giving oral to men for their sexual pleasure. When I give oral to a man, I try to make it last if possible but not too long. I start in the kneeling position so I will let the man know that I am submissive to his needs. In this position, he can look down and watching me kiss his cock, his balls sucked and the shaft of his cock licked like a lollypop. Once I know he is enjoying the oral treatment, I then open my mouth and allow his cock to slide into my warm wet mouth. I only allow the head of the cock to enter my mouth so I can let my tongue lick the underside of the swollen head. This is a sensitive location and with a flick of the tongue and my lips around the Glans, it can get a man to cum quickly.

From the kneeling position and once I take his hard cock in my mouth, it is normal for the man to want to fuck my mouth. I sometimes will let the man know that it is ok with taking his hands and putting them on each side of my head and then moving my mouth up and down his cock. He then will take over his hips will start humping my face. Depending on the size of the cock, I will sometimes gag and causing large amount of saliva produced. The more I am faced fuck the more saliva is dripping from my mouth and onto his erect member. It is common for tears to run down my face when skull fucked.

Sometimes from a kneeling position, a man with a large cock cannot get all the cock in my mouth. At this point, I would lie on the bed with my head over the side allowing my throat to be straight. At this point, the man can fuck my mouth and get all the way into my throat. Deep throating is something I am learning to do; I am not too good at this with cocks larger than seven inches. The man doing the fucking must remember that once the head of their cock pass into the throat the cocksucker cannot breathe. He can only keep your cock all the way in a few seconds or you run the risk aspirating the cocksucker.

At this point the man usually cums in my mouth or he pulls out his cock so he can fuck my cunt. I believe that as a CD I have a clit and a cunt. Even when I play as a man, I am a CD at heart with a clitty and a cunt. There are many positions available but most men prefer doggy style or with me on my back legs on their shoulders. Either position allows the deepest penetration of his cock into my tight clean cunt.

I am a clean freak and when I meet a man, I make sure that I am clean inside my cunt. Usually I will use the hose from the showerhead to force water into my cunt. If done right, you can be clean in a few minutes. After a good flush, I can remain clean for several hours. Some man will want to come out of your mouth and straight into my cunt. However, some men like to make sure my cunt is lubed and ready so they will apply lube and insert a finger, then two or more. The key to anal sex is learning to relax and use plenty lube.

It is an amazing feeling to have a man insert his hard cock head just past your anus opening, his cock sliding free of the resistance. If you are relaxing the rest of the shaft can easily glide pass the tight opening and force his cock all the way in so you feel his balls against your balls. If you are good at being a bottom you can learn to tighten your muscles and relaxing them with each stoke in and relax on the way out causing increased friction on the cock shaft and head. This alone can make a man shoot. Once a man shoots inside me, I contract my anus muscles in rhythm with his squirting of his cum deep inside.

Some men will lie on their backs and let the man to the fucking but I like to wrap my legs around his body and move my hip in sync with his fucking. I can also control how much of his cock is inside me. I love to get the head of his cock at my cunt entrance of my anus allowing the next stoke to go the distance. I then hold him tight for a second so he feels the full warmth of my cunt. While on my back and being fucked, the man can grab my cock and jack my cock. When I come with a cock in my rectum, the orgasm can be extremely strong, so strong feeling his climax will cause me to shoot my load. Nothing can be as good as two men coming at the same time.

My simple advertisement on Craigslist could be, fifty-nine, married white bi bottom 5-10 200 lbs, not trim and fit but not fat, in town for a few nights. I am willing to entertain men around my age for some adult fun.

I like to give a description of me since many men think it is important to have a face to fuck and cunt to fuck. Therefore, I give them my height and weight so they can figure if I am fat or not. I tell them that I am bi and a bottom so they know that I like to give oral and to be fucked. I sometimes say that I want to meet to watch each other jack off or to give him or her oral without him or her doing anything in return. Many straight men out that just want to receive oral and not do anything. I prefer married men because they do not get out often and there is little risk of STD when meeting. I do not like to say in my advertisement, anything about having sex. This way the men responding to the advertisement must tell me what they want.

In some of my posting, I will give more information saying I cannot host and they must provide a discrete and safe place to meet and play. I will ask for a reply and no endless emails, and photo upon request. So, you can post on Craigslist just about anything and someone will respond. Sometimes I will attach photographs of me dressed up as a CD. I do get interest when I post my pictures but I get men responding who just want to collect pictures and never want to meet. I try to exchange emails trying to have the other men to tell me what he wants to do when we meet. If he comes back with something bizarre, like diapers or father and son games, I will say thanks but no thanks, there are some limits to my erotic needs.

I do not have many clothes to play dress up but since I must travel with them, my street clothes and my CD clothes all must fit in my suitcase. I asked many men what would turn them on and got the following items, stockings thigh high, fishnet or any color, garter belt, panties, bra or corset short skirt, heels or booths blouse and wig. This outfit cost a couple of hundred dollars and has turned on many admirers and another CD. I have red knee-high booths, which everyone likes and makes me look like a real slut. With makeup, I am passable, and comfortable in TG friendly bars. I tell men that I am almost passable but who cares when I am on my knees or bending over.

I do travel now and then, where I can host in my motel room. I post an advertisement on Craigslist a few days or weeks before my arrival I have exchanged emails with men that wants to want to meet Cindy.

For these cross-dressers, dressing up is just a role-play. I am bisexual (that is their choice in partner does not make a difference here), and enjoy pretending to be female while having sex. Sexual cross-dresser enjoys the look and feel of female clothing, just adding to the sensory effect of the act. This is likely in combination with some need to play a passive (i.e. Traditionally female) role in the sex act.

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