Why Cindy likes to Cross-dress
- Cindy Will
- Nov 7, 2017
- 4 min read
Why Cindy likes to Cross-dress
Cindyusa58@yahoo.com
I am a cross-dresser and like to dress up as a sexy woman for the same reason why a woman will dress up sexy, to attach men for sex. I am a bisexual and find that the older I got the less more difficult it was to find other men to meet. Quite by accident I found out there was a large group of men, who are straight or bisexual and who liked meeting a man in a dress.
I also found the more I dressed the more I enjoyed the escape I derived leaving Roger behind and becoming Cindy. Cindy can be who she wants to be, most of the time she is submissive any plays the part that attracts men. Cross-dressing allows me to explore a different personality; no longer do I have to be in charge making decisions that can affect peoples' lives. Cindy does not have to decide where to go to dinner, what to eat, let the guy do that, if they are dominated, let them lead. Cindy likes to follow.
At first the dressing was an end to the means, the means was to be laid. As a cross-dress I loved to pick out clothes that would attract men. Stockings, garters, lace silk panties with matching bras, low cut blouses, sexy wigs anything that would or could turn on a man I would wear. After dressing many times I derive a pleasurable feeling when dressed as Cindy. I felt the smoothness of the stockings, rubbing against my genitals or the silk panties. So now, sometimes it is fun to put on the panties or stockings under my Roger clothes and going out in public, feeling sexy underneath and there was a rush of being caught.
Cindy enjoys being the bottom for a man to top him. I emulate a female form and the better I do, the more men I can meet. I like using makeup because it makes me look passable, makes me look 10 to 15 years younger. It hides some of my aging spots on my face. I like the outfits I wear because they make me look slimmer and hides my few extra pounds.
What I do not like about dressing are high heels that hurt my feet. Or when my wig falls off while I am on my back enjoying myself. I do not like it when I make up rubs off on my clothes. I do not like stockings that run after wearing once. I do not like false eyelashes that will not go on correctly. I like long finger nails but how can one type with them on?
I only started to cross-dress five years ago and now I love now being Cindy for days. I enjoy going out in public, shopping, or watching real women so I can dress and look like them. I know what type of clothes to buy to hide my broad shoulders, or my few extra around the middle, or to hide my manly arms. I know how to be smooth all over. I know a lot about to use makeup to contour my face. Do I want to be a woman full time, no? Do I still enjoy being a man, yes? Do I like being Cindy, sure anytime?
When I was 38 I had my first affair with a divorced woman. It lasted nine months and I learned more about sex from here that my first 18 years of marriage. You just cannot have one affair and over the next four years I was able to meet many married and divorce women. My normal method for releasing sexual tension was heterosexual affairs married and divorced woman. These affairs were risky and was costly. There was a risk involved in affairs with women. When I was forty-three it was not as easy finding women who would give free blowjob service. It was easy finding men who providing this free for service. Migration from meeting woman to one-way bisexual meetings with men was an end for my needs. I had an attitude toward receiving oral from men as not being bisexuality activity. I just wanted them to suck me, I did not have a desire to suck them. All I wanted was someone sucking my cock, cum in his or her mouths and leave. Sucking them, jacking them, seeing them naked was not a stimulating for me. I sought hot mouths at Glory holes, gay bathhouses, and adult theaters. I found that Craigslist was a good place to find men who enjoy sucking cock. After three years of receiving a blow job, my sexual id developed a curiosity about of giving fellatio (age 46). Sucking a cock is a gay or queer, considered outside society norm and well outside my norm. It took me a while, finding the right man who would be patient with my virgin mouth; finding the courage took longer before I ventured giving fellatio. Once I felt a cock in your mouth exploding, after the taste and feel of semen sliding around, I became addicted to giving blowjobs. My bisexual meeting slowly progressed from receiving blowjob, next giving blowjobs, eventually ventured into receiving anal sex (when I was 56).
Now that I give oral and receive anal, I was a confirm bisexual. I looked for other men have sex. It was easy to find straight married men to suck their cocks; a few would even use my manpussy. This went on for ten years. I would post on line what I wanted and I would get email from interested men. On the average, I could meet two men a week. This went on for five years. Over that time, yes I have sucked over 1000 men, about 100 topped me. Ten or so did it bareback.
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